Time Travel
I wish that I had never opened my eyes
Wishing to go back to the time where I was naive
To the time where I could not see the deceiver standing before me
But I was younger then, not being able to comprehend
We were closer then
Wishing to go back in time
I wish that my eyes would have remained sealed
Blasting off into a time that is not now
When he would go stargazing late at night with me
When everything was peaceful and right
Those were the good times where I couldn't understand
Wishing I could go back in time
I wish that my eyes would have remained closed
I remember the time where we would talk like there was no tomorrow
The gigantic sparkling smiles that would spread across our faces
The saccharine smell of baked goods that we had made on christmas morning
The time where I could not perceive the fabricator before me.
Wishing to go back in time.
I wish that my eyes would have remained shut
I am deprived of a time machine
Wanting things to go back to how they used to be
He was my sun after the stormy weather
The time where I could not understand the fibber facing me
Wishing to go back in time
I wish that my eyes would have remained screwed
The bone crushing hugs that would leave me gasping for air
That is one of the things that I miss the most
That was in the past, this is the present
Because now I can see the liar staring down at me
Wishing to go back in time
I wish that my eyes would have remained fastened
The time where I felt like I could tell him any and everything
To the time where my small arms were always clinging tightly to his legs never wanting to let go
This is why I want a time machine
Because now I know how deceitful he is
Wishing to go back in time
I wish that WE could go back
Because father I miss you
Wishing to go back in time