My mind is running again

My heart about to stop

The future just seems so dark

Like a monster chasing me at breakneck speed

Like a beast baring its fangs

I cant breath

I scream but no one hears a sound

The unknown this big black hole

A crowd that surrounds me laughing so loud

I feel alone

Stuck in the padded room

The walls my only companion as I sit in this small corner and cry

Just thinking I'd rather die than face another day

Its crazy

I am scared but I have no one to tell who hasn't already heard

This news I'm waiting on

the verdict is in

This is just the start of when my life will begin

But what runs through my head is when when when