Meditating in a room with a thousand lit candles

Imprisoned and enslaved by thoughts my mind cannot handle

Bloodshot eyes reveal my nights of insomnia

Oblivious to hide failure to build a hustler utopia

Frustrationsveils down on me to curtain my inner optimist

And block all rays of faith to make my thoughts eclipse

Giving rise to thoughts darker than the charred ashes of a phoenix

I find myself reciting hell's lyrical heiroglyphics

Festering thoughts screaming out my silent shouts

Like a 50 year old message in a bottle waiting to be found

Thoughts calculated per second at a concordes velocity

All waiting to be poured out in a single soliloquey

Anchoring me to the past and pulling me five steps back

I put a revolver to my head and fire till i burn

But my thoughts wake me up in my casket at the crack of dawn

To walk and blaze in mortal sight till all my enemies are gone

I tear down and destroy all the gates of heaven

As my thoughts bring the world to meet amargeddon.