okay.

I AM ALIVE I AM REAL I HAVE COLORS AND SHARP EDGES AND THOUGHTS TRAPPED INSIDE MY HEAD.

I AM NOT DEAD,

not dead yet.

you think you can 

systematically 

destroy

everything.

my whole life crashes and  temples will burn and my head will no longer be on my shoulders.

i will be haunted, posessed,obesessed you will never let me go.

all because i made different choices.

in my life.