Theres no poetic way to say i'm not okay.

"How do you stay so happy?"

"How are you always so positive"

They have no clue that i'm anything but

I sit here on the edge of my bed and it occurs to me

I could end reality

Thinking about it, I shiver

Not today

This doesnt own me

I'll put on the mask

I'll help everyone I can

Nobody deserves to feel this way.

Things are looking Bleak