Its true Im shattered
shattered beyond compare
this twisted broken thing inside me
is no heart to be repaired
Im shredded into tiny bits
Even tape wont fix me
Im not that easy to save anymore
Because this lock has no key
My hearts been tortured
its unfixable thanks to them
But I dont even understand why
When we were friends to begin.
Removing pains mask, such a fools errand
Without a clear veiw of the depth of its power, its illusion.
But you will discover soon enough that the darkness never ends,
it destroys all there is that is remotely human.
I dont want to fight it away because its keeps me safe
I hide beneath its walls and never feel that hurt
By the time you dug that far there'd be nothing left to save.
im hiding this heart away in an underground turret
Friend or foe
Foe and friend seem so alike
the answer of who is who the darkness refuses to disclose
not until theyve made their final strike
I really dont see the point in trying anymore
When my sight is so blurry and salty with tears
they wash the mask from my face, im exposed to my core
Everything in my mind comes alive, all my deepest fears.
I cant watch it happen and so ill stand
i lower myself into the shadows, willing and ready
I bury my heart down beneath me in the black sand
Ill stand back up again, but not before Im ready