But then it happened to me
From having answers
to knowing none.
I thought that it was all made up
that you could control anything if you tried hard enough
I chalked it up to lack of discipline or emotions
but then it happened to me
With each passing day my world was falling apart and all my answers and solutions were no good.
I couldn't escape from myself
from my mind
It was like drowning with no hope of ever being saved.
No way to cope
no relief from the pain
no escape from the mosters inside my head
Even when I slept it plagued my dreams
I had lost all control waking and sleeping
This strong woman
became a scared little girl with the rug ripped from right under her feet
People don't understand
How can I blame them?
I once was one of those people too.
They say "control it" or "I'm scared for you"
They have no clue how scared you are too.
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