THEIR SOLITARY KINSHIP
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THEIR SOLITARY KINSHIP
Wake in the morning opening my eyelids to gaze my room's white yet colorful wall
begin to hear the chatters
the voice of my mother's
ordinary mother she ordinary is
she embraces, she breaths, she glares, she listens and she cares
life she induces and life induces her
I notice her struggles as if I notice her soul
She had me as a daughter her only daugther
find myself being the only female in the family
finds myself as an individual
my heart carries the structures of my three brothers
like how the air carries the leafs in the fall
my mindset is to help my brothers
my mindset is to help my mother
pain they feel and pain they felt
my mother's absence of their loneliness
setting apart that I am still young and careless
and start setting my love into substituting my mother's job
cry they exclaim for help
cry they exclaim for attention
I am there
I am here
leaving them and their anxiety asleep
brothers need me
mother needs me
for now my life depends in the one above
give me strength
give me gratitude
for I shall remain alive for my loved ones
my appearance is not dependent towards my beauty
the real beauty is based on my determination
convert my brother's life into my life
convert my mother's life into my life
Their weakness is my weakness
Their strengths are my strengths
Stop this
Stop that
stops with all these insecurities
shameful waste of time
start worrying about others
start thinking positive for others
start being though for others
There they are
standing forefront of you beheld towards you
whatever path you ensue
they ensue
develop assigning tremendous examples
instead of baneful examples
There they are
They look upon you
begin immediacy or begin never
My affection for my family
is the love that makes me
FLAWLESS