Tears ..

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I cry at night
Not for myself but for others
For all the pain I have caused
And all the pain I have endured
I've been deemed unworthy
I've lost so many
Including myself
Looking in the mirror trying to piece my self back together
But it's like trynna find a cure for aids
It's impossible ..
I'm lost and each time I turn it's a dead end
Trapped ina box with no way out..
I cry at night
Because I've hurt so many
I pushed them all away only to pull em back and get hurt all over again
I cry at night in my bed
Cause during the day I put on this fake facade
I let people think everything is okay
I smile in the face of the ones I know I've hurt the most
Ive told so many lies that even I can't tell the difference
I cry at night because I don't know who I am anymore
I am this or I'm at that
I pick myself up each day knowing it's only gonna end the same
Is it wrong to love the same-sex the bible says it is my mother says it is
But I can't help it for I have fallen in love
And in love I will stay
I don't care what anyone says
I will love this girl till the day I die
And she will be mine till the end of time
But still I cry at night
Cause I don't know what tomorrow has in store
The past is my ex
The present is my foe
And the future is my enemy
I cry at night ...

This poem is about: 
Me
My family

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