Everyday I want to die,

Something holds me back inside,

and tell me to break out and fly,

But this dark place keep knives in my sky.

In my heart the truth can't lie,

whereas my eyes ain't blind to lies,

I hold these truths close to my mind.

So I find comfort in my dark place,

and people can't lighten my space,

telling hopes of lies in my face.

Telling me that I can live,

but that opportunity came and I hid.

I can't see myself pass this time,

so I wrote my heart out on these lines,

I hope that people don't forget,

I slandered myself into regret,

and was left on my own to deal with it,

so a calm scene came with death.

I wrote a letter to mom and dad,

but somehow it got erased on my pad,

my phone didn't let me go back,

so yeah it never got saved,

I was preparing them for the sight of the grave.

I wish this feeling would go away,

but it keeps coming back again.

Could it be the devil's grin in my wind,

filling it with timeless sin, and letting me do it all over again?

&&nd I know that god just shakes his head,

I wonder why I ain't dead

God said he'd always love me, but even he runs out of mercy.

Left in the dark and the deeper I sink, pain and misery can't find me.

The future alredy defined me,

present time put me behind it, 

the past lost me a long time ago, and I lost my identity.

Can't deal with the cards I've been dealt with,

don't know how to play so I quit.

I find peace in regret, left to cry in the quiet.

Like anybody cared,

Ugly girls are ugly girls, and the mirrors run scared,

shattered into pieces, face fell apart,

a stab of art &&nd licked death like sweet peaches.

Never was the one to talk,

they might think I'm crazy scared,

My mind is full of scars and bleedind through my tears.

Instead of being nutured, people laugh at my fears,

not knowing death is sincere.

In my book I count it real,

so when I'm gone

just deal.