a suicide prayer is just another sinner's plea
you demand that i push myself
all the while pushing me closer and closer
to the lip of the ledge
and i can’t help but think
of how just last week
i fantasized about jumping off that death trap toll bridge
my final resting place would be the bitter lakebed
death is the lover
love is the fighter
and god, does life fight to keep me down
i am on the brink
and i can’t help but wonder what others think
when they finally let themselves tumble into the darkness of their own minds
succumb to the seductive call of suicide
god, i beg of you
some mercy, please
for once,
heed my cry
and let me go
into that sweet good night