Suicide

If this were my letter to say goodbye.. the "last words she wrote before suicide" I.. I would tell you to blame yourself for these dried out eyes. Yes, you're to blame for my lonely heart's cry. I would tell you "You win, I'm giving up now." The only way you'll give me a rest is if I'm 6 ft. under the ground. Every day, harsh words said. Every night, they ring in my head. You've got the power. This is what you wanted, isn't it? Too bad it would take me being dead for you to listen. But I'm sorry to inform you that this is not goodbye. I'll continue to face your hatred, look you dead in the eye. I will not apologize for being me. I feel bad for you, you can't set you spirit free. I'm above all that you stand for so if all you have is hate in your heart then give me more. But don't take this to mean that the things you say are okay I just don't see how another human could make me not want to see another day. Suicide.. yeah, it's been on my mind. But this is not my letter to say goodbye, Just thought I'd let you know that a lot of others wouldn't have survived. But this is me.. forever who I'll be. So like me or not.. no, I'm not sorry.

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kingnickayla

I hope you all enjoy! Much Love.

kingnickayla

This poem is something I wrote out of pure vulnerability. I think it's always a beautiful thing when you can really tap into that.

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