Suicide

I'm sure everyone has thought about it,
What it would be like to let it all end...
To let go of all this stress and hate,
To be rid of scars that will never mend...

I have been thinking about it lately,
It doesn't sound to bad at all...
I wouldn't have to worry about all these assignments,
I probably won't even graduate this fall...

People say that its a coward's way out,
And I probably am one actually...
But what would I care about what they think,
When they are not living my reality...

However I can never go through it,
Thinking about the pain...
Not the pain that I will suffer,
But one that my mother would gain...

How would I face the people who helped me,
How can I just dissapont them now...
I have come very far on this journey,
Should I continue living somehow...

I am pretty young still,
Only 23 years old this day...
Should I relinquish my dreams and ambitions,
Or should I find another way...

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