The cold December winds charge at my tear ridden face

As the life that’s left within my eyes gazes up at the grey clouds

I then glance downwards at the many diverse vehicles hurrily traveling to their destination and the small dots of people strolling around the city

I look back up staring at God, with more tears shedding down my face

I mouth an apology to Him for being such a failure and slowly descend off the work building

As I fall, the world slows down around me

Memories of my life seem to flash through my head one last time

But what good is it for now, my life is over

I failed everyone and my continued existence was nothing but pure luck

The pavement comes closer and closer and my eyes close, as I come to death with open arms to embrace what’ll become of me

Finally, the darkness ensues as the faint sound of screams are quickly shut away

No point of return, I pay for my sins..forgive me God