My hairs a mess
My body is stressed
My makeup is smeared
My eyes are teared
My mom is in another state
My heart has had all it can take
My little brothers live with my dad
They misbehave and are bad
I go to school then to work
Don't have the strength to pick up a fork
I'm so worried about paying the bills
Trying my best not to take pills
I'm scared of losing my boyfriend
I'm scared were gonna end
I'm always being way to damn emotional
My mood swings feel uncontrollable
I can't understand if he's still in love with me
Or if he is even clear on who he wants to be
All i know is that i can't lose him
I'd give up on everything my lights would go dim

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