Stained Glass Soul
I.
My adversary, he hides
behind the clear veneer...
(behind a curtain made of glass
of witty smiles
disbelief
a laugh
targeting it all
But what of his life?
his past?
his soul?
No.
Behind a mask which all can see
...in whom can he confide?
Taking opposition with a slipping smile
The greatest adversary
of himself)
I believe he believes in nothing
because he fears the truth
that he is
empty
II.
My girl, she hides
behind a curtain made of lace
gently blowing from her window high
(by the breezes of her youth
passing her by)
When will her father learn
the comfort of lace
even
obscures
the light
of life?
III.
My love, he hides
(behind a curtain stitched by society
who defined to him
modesty:
to cover up more than his body
His soul
always prone to conform
thus prone to distortion
If what is right
means to
obscure
that which you believe to be right
then what are you
a hypocrite
in your hidden beliefs
Hiding yourself)
behind a mask less beautiful
than
what lies
underneath it
IV.
My friend, he hides
(behind a curtain made of chains, self-strung
Chains that didn’t used to be
but now through which you cannot see
The layers throughout the years
obscure...
He’s
missing
a part of himself
He can remember...
but cannot find
...and he does not know why)
and he does not know why
He just...
does
And the not knowing, it sits
heavy in his chest
and he can feel the weight
But not identify it
And when he digs within himself
to try to find
it
he is lost
because he no longer knows
himself...
One so good at smoke and mirrors
that one day he might actually disappear
and the others would feel the loss
but would not know
what
they had lost
(Maybe he wouldn’t
either...)
if only...
to be a child...
V.
And I...
VI.
(...come and go between
because these pieces make me whole
No curtains
just the tint
of my
stained glass
Soul)