They're nice at first,

but then they get a glance,

of the unspeakable disaster,

my family is in,

has been in, 

for the past five years,

they say they are sorry,

but they're gonna forget,

i don't want them to have to mention it,

again,

to whoever they talk to, 

so i just don't say,

how I feel,

anymore, 

because they are gonna be "sorry" anyway.