Your heart gets tired of all of the crap you bring to it
Thinking its love but its lust you're bringing to it
Torn up inside you feel so worthless
Thoughts going like an emotional circus
You hold yourself tightly trying to comfort what's within
Because within the past few months this is the only comfort it's been
My body is transformed to the squared kitchen tiles on the floor
I know that this is the pain I would endure because of everything God has in stored but
I don't know if I can bare this cross that I'm holding especially when people living the easy life by living phony
But The story God has for me isn't even for me but for me to minister to those who's living the same story
Because Jesus's story is the reason why I'm here
Gave His life so that I can live
& not die & be cut up like these people's lives who are living in lies destroyed by the enemy's eyes
It's crazy how this world is getting
Men loving on men to get the fame &
Getting drunk & going crazy just to say that it's the alcohol their blaming
Trying to make up for the lies that you've had to hide by
making the people That have seen your dirt crazy & fried
Mentally & supposedly jealous of you because you know the world is just as gullible as you
So they'll believe anything as long as its from their favorite rapper
Not realizing that the rappers music is just helping our generation die faster
I mean think about it
Every song is talking about sex, drugs, money, & killing.
Chicago crime rate has gone up to the ceiling
Teenage girls are getting pregnant & dying of aids &
Drugs are the only things people look for in parties & raves
I mean
When will it stop
When will our generation stop killing each other to get to the top
But it's not
Really our fault
The past generation rebelled against what has been taught
So we've been left out on our own
To live in this crazy place that we call home
To take the things like lust & call it love
Because everybody is singing the same song.