Social Anxiety Scenario : Hungry in Class
As I sit and absorb the professor's lecture I feel a slight ring, a slight pressure
From nothing more than groan from my stomach
My focus on the material just begins to plummet
My hands begin to fidget, and my mind begins to race
As my stomach continues to groan, only red goes my face
I think to reach into my backpack and retrieve some food
But if I were to munch in class, would the professor find it rude?
My stomach booms with a strong vibration
Who would know missing breakfast could disturb my education?
And with an insecure mind to everyone around
I decide that I'd go for it, and so I reached down
To pull out an apple, on my desk it would rest
To feed for my stomach would be best
I contemplate a nibble of one or maybe two
So that my stomach could shut up till the clock struck 2:00
My professor continues his lecture paying no mind
As I reach for my apple, still afraid he'd find my action unkind
My mouth makes a nibble at the apple I had
My eyes shifting around, thinking people might get mad
I sat awaiting for someone's eyes to meet mine
Because in my head what I did was not in line
And as the class finishes and my appetite finds an end
I lean over and whisper to a really good friend
I ask her if the noises from my stomach were obvious
But to my dismay, she said she had remained 'oblivious'
It seemed as my anxiety had amplified the event
Which turned out horrible because incomplete notes were not my intent
I struggle with scenarios like these every other day
Where my nervous anxiety takes my attention away
For day to day things that most people do not give care
Are the everyday things that make me tremble with fright and with scare