Teenager Behind the Curtain
There are good times and there are bad
Sometimes it's happy, sometimes it's sad
I'm talking about my heart
Not the organ, but the emotional part
I paste on a smile and act so strong
But no one knows that feeling is wrong
I cry myself to sleep, listening to a sad song
Imagining a life where I finally belong
A life filled with joy is my dream
I want the happy ending you see on a movie ream
My true emotions are masked with fear
That I'll end up being that person begging for a beer
I wasn't blessed with money or a perfect face
I've had to learn to go at my own pace
Family, School, and Friends
That's the structure of my life that never bends
I'll figure it out, I always do
Eventually I'll find the part of me that's true
Right now, all I know is one thing's certain
I'm a teenager behind the curtain