To the sister who found me.
Tassels of ebon hair
That spilled over your shoulders Like rich coffee
With a hint of creme.
You smiled at me
With those freckles that stood out against your pale skin
And those rosy red lips
And called me your sister.
You didn't mind at all;
That I watched my mother's soul
Slip out of her body one Friday morning
Five years ago
And I forgot what it meant to be a daughter.
You didn't mind at all;
All of those anxious ramblings I went on
And how I confessed that I needed antidepressants
To stay afloat, and resist the urge
To throw myself into the stream of traffic.
You didn't mind at all;
That my skin was a different hue,
My hair a different texture and length,
My size and build too contrary to your own
To be biologically related.
(In fact you told me that these things were beautiful -
That I was beautifully and wonderfully made -
Even after members of my own family
Even after friends long forgotten
Tried to convince me
That they were not.)
You didn't mind at all;
In fact you treated me to lunch
And listened as I shyly shared details of myself
That I told no other living soul
Over noodles with sesame seeds.
For once in my life;
I found something I didn't find in the therapists
Who pinched their lips in half-smiles
And told me
Not so subtly
That I was too difficult.
You didn't tell me
That I was throwing a pity party.
You didn't hand me over
To someone else.
You didn't even ask me
To stop talking.
You instead took my hand
Smiled that rosy smile
And told me that I was lovingly made
By God Himself.
And you called me your sister.
Your little sister.