September 26th
Don't leave me alone with my thoughts tonight.
I'm too weak to put up anymore fights.
Nagging and nagging, breathing down my neck.
Where did I go wrong? Where did I go wrong?
Repeat, repeat, another sad song.
Are you tired of listening?
Watching me whither?
I am getting better, but sometimes they're bigger.
Larger than the heart I have to continue on.
But I always find the will to keep breathing.
Am I wrong for how I'm feeling?
Do you deem me fucking crazy?
I gave up the bottle when I reached the bottom and no longer got drunk on the alcohol.
When I saw my reflection through fish bowl eyes
Cursed at the wind
Had to ask God, why.