Months later I find myself back here although my words remain similar to other poems each one has a different view a different scenario.
Today I find myself lost in my illusions I find myself making many regrets I hold a lot of anger within its my inner demon I keep it hidden so no one gets hurt because normally it's not me an its these moments I regret the most it doesn't matter how much that person means to you that demon always has a way of breaking free it feeds on Ur pain Ur guilt an it awakens more so when your asleep it escapes your subconscious mind it takes over what your feeling what your sensing why because it feeds of you second guessing and your self doubts it doesn't care about how it effects you it just wants you all to itself it's good to let the inner demon out but only when you need to not when it undermines you an when it suits them it's up to you on how you let your light shine.
Be the light that shines in darkness
Be the star that shines so bright in the shadows
But most of all be your courageous self this is your battle make what you want of it not someone else before it's too late an you self destruct.