The secret that lys deeply In  my mind

the truth behind  behind my tired eyes.

The answers to all the questions

Only I know, holding it in because I'm afraid to let go.

Horrifying memories

Nightmares on replay,

never shall I ever forget that day.

Silent screams, steaming stream of tear

Them, you , that have all become my greatest fears.

Scared for life

Judgement day comes 

I have to pay the price

Who to blame me or you?

I blame you , not for who I was 

I hold you accountable for who I"ve become

look at all the damage you've done.

I hate you not, Infact I  love you

Though shame is wha I feel when I think of you.

I feel sorry for you, do you feel sorry dfor me?

Dreams of what I might've lived to be ,

But I promise your secret Is safe with me.