To end or not to end, that is not my choice No matter how it ends, I still lose my voice Those uneasy long days went by too fast the sight of your sorrowful eyes will be my last It will break my heart to have you there As they softly kill me while I'm unaware My only love, and I let you down Those actions are blamed by a mind unsound My tortured mind won't stop, but my tortured heart will Accepting my consequence to the fires of hell O love, pray that I die anon For when I meet this angel of the night, I will be gone I imagine cold needles push anaesthetic through my veins Plus two more chemicals, so nothing remains Your love is my drug to mollify my anxiety As they inject it, I'll leave you to this humane society