
sarcasm feels better than silence
You always want to talk about who I was
Who I used to be
A little girl with crooked pigtails
(I liked bright pony tail holders)
And a nose buried in books
A nine-year old who skipped learning to kart-wheel
And learned to be silent instead
Always quiet
And you seemed to like it that way
(I was “just” a girl)
But I’m not who I was
I am who I am
My nose is still buried in books
But the pigtails have turned to thick waves
Tied back in a single ponytail
As I ride staight into battle
I’m not silent anymore
(Even though you don’t seem to like that)
Perhaps you think I'm awful
But, in truth
I am awe-inspiring
And I like myself better when I’m loud
(I was never “just” a girl)