Sometimes I wish I still had you

You used to make me so happy

But then you went crazy

And now I find myself sappy

Sometimes I wish I still had you

But if I did I know I’d regret 

You hurt me throughout my soul

Without you I don’t have to fret

Sometimes I wish I still had you

Though you went a little insane

You made me feel whole when I couldn’t

I don’t know if I can continue to bear the pain

Sometimes I wish I still had you

I can’t let myself go back

You don’t realize how hard it was to leave

Now it is the feeling in my heart that I lack

Sometimes I wish I still had you

You wouldn’t take me if I tried

I hurt you badly while leaving 

And only you know that I lied

 

Sometimes I wish I still had you

But at the same time I don’t

You made me so sad and fake

Yet forgetting you I know I won’t

Sometimes I wish I still had you

You didn’t mean to love me

Although it got out of hand

I just needed set free

Sometimes I wish I still had you

You cannot know that I miss you

For you would surely let me come back

Then the cuts will multiply by two