Rollercoaster
Eyes closed and blind
Never seeing the truth behind identity
Hidden behind lies in order to fit in
A message on the internet
Irrelevant to anyone else that might see
Explaing the differences between who to love
Sexuality and hope
Love and support
Eyes open and seeing
Bright lights that were never there
Support from everyone that said hello
Fitting in for the first time without lies
A mother still blind
Happiness dimmed to small glows
Never being able to speak the words
I like girls as well as boys
Pills
Pills
Pills
Nothing but pills and psychiatrist visits
Depression can kill a person they say
Get out of bed and go outside they say
A small glow dimmed down
Will she ever get out of this?
They ask on repeat
If only i knew too
Colleges and scholarships
Pressures and stress
Wrapped up with a little bow
Identity, depression, school
Love, sadness, stress
My life is a rollercoaster
A ride that I sometimes wish could stop
But this ride will be in service for years to come
Everyone on board