Roaming around Mourning Mars
I've been walking around wondering if our vision was ever truly our own.
Kicking dust up at the stars wandering all alone.
Are we grown enough to understand or aged and just as incompetent
The red dirt engulfs my feet and I, I can't breathe deep enough
I bury my thoughts into the red earth, ha into the red mars
How conceited of me to believe every where is earth, as if I only I exist
How conceited of me to think you only have time to answer my questions as though you are only my GOD
And my GOD the questions I have, the questions that are seething through my veins
Kicking dust up at the stars wandering all alone
I come to the conclusion that our understanding is taught to us
Yet here on Mars as I plant my feet and extend my arms into fields of black truth
There is no teacher
I can not think enough, I can not question fast enough
I can not understand enough so I pull my arms back not ready for the truth
Not ready to grasp the unknown and join a force field of people
Who enlightened have become stars on their own
And maybe right here as I describe my thoughts and feelings I am enlightened
Maybe I understand the nature of death
Maybe here on Mars I have realized that each star is a person who has figured out their truth
Their very own truth that has set them free from the boundaries of reality
Truths so pure and evident that there could be no boundaries to their grace and beauty
Truths so passionate and real that they burn at the very thought of themselves
Right amongst all of this I see you burning brighter than the dirt covering my feet
Pulling at my hands, blistering my skin
Forcing me to realize my own truth and come to my own conclusions
But I keep my eyes shut, I am not ready to see
I pull my arms back, I am not ready feel
I close my mind, I am not ready to understand
I distance my heart, I am not ready to forgive
I pull my toes from the dirt on Mars
Kicking dust at the stars as I wander all alone