River Of Tears
A river of tears
runs deep deep
within my soul
No one sees it
Not even you
I hide it in my heart
And i see it go by
Every time I see you
In my mind
In my life
Or when it is hard
For me to say good bye
That same river carries me away
But it doesn't wash
That pain away
The river only carries me
To places I hate
Places that keep me awake
And very aware of my mistakes
That same river runs by a house
Only carrying trouble
Problems
Agony filled with words
That yell out for help
And with a little boy
Who sees two people fight
But yet live under the same roof
That river is where I drown
Every day
Every hour and minute
That goes by in my life
And I scream in hope of help
And yet people think I want attention
But I can't swim!
I can't float in peace!
I can only gasp in need for air
Until the end of the day
I wait for me to finally say good night.