As i look back i can say i found my sun. The one that was lost. As i search around there is the star the one shining part of my soul. I walk out the grass are growing greener, the soil of the roots are not so rooten any more. the sky is blue and i see colors, lot of colors. Everyday one tears drop looking for gladness. I wonder will justice ever be found for the hurt of one pain , one tears and one bowing down on there knees. A magical miracle happen but will it last long. Every miracle feels like another trap to where i will not be able to escape. I want to restore myself but how restore in a happy and safer place. I close my eyes and i ear the sound of the big waves i feel the calmness going through my blood stream.But will that also be long who knows.