Relapse.

Tue, 01/31/2023 - 16:07 -- aqlxis

January 31, 2023.
What do I do, everything is getting bad again.
Why can I never get better?
Everyone gives up on me,
Why can't someone just stay and listent to me?
If no one wants to help me then I dont matter.

I relapse again,
I cut, purge, starve myself, drink, isolate.
Why can nothing make me happy anymore,
Not my friends, not family, not my hobbies, i'm alone.

 

This poem is about: 
Me

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EDGARCUMMINGAROUND89

I RELATE, AND I SEE YOU.  YOUJR NOT ALONE, HEARING DOENST HELP HOWEVER YOU HAVE A FRIEND HERE.  WE ALL STUMBLE.  REMEMBER ITS NOT ABOUT THE FALL, ITS ALL ABOUT  THE RISE.  I HAVE RELAPSED QUITE A FEW TIMES , IT HURTS AND HURTS EVERYONE THAT  LOVES YOU TRULY NEVER GIVE UP.  SOMWETIMES I THINK I DO IT ON PURPOSE ON SOEM LEVEL, ESPECIALLY WHEN THINGHS ARE GOINMG WELL.  WE ALL SUFFER , PEOPLE LIKE US SUFFER THE MOST.  FROM OONE SUFFERING POET TO ANOTHER, I LOVE YOU FREND.

EDGARCUMMINGAROUND89

I RELATE, AND I SEE YOU.  YOUJR NOT ALONE, HEARING DOENST HELP HOWEVER YOU HAVE A FRIEND HERE.  WE ALL STUMBLE.  REMEMBER ITS NOT ABOUT THE FALL, ITS ALL ABOUT  THE RISE.  I HAVE RELAPSED QUITE A FEW TIMES , IT HURTS AND HURTS EVERYONE THAT  LOVES YOU TRULY NEVER GIVE UP.  SOMWETIMES I THINK I DO IT ON PURPOSE ON SOEM LEVEL, ESPECIALLY WHEN THINGHS ARE GOINMG WELL.  WE ALL SUFFER , PEOPLE LIKE US SUFFER THE MOST.  FROM OONE SUFFERING POET TO ANOTHER, I LOVE YOU FREND.

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