Regret
Location
The words spilled out of me
Like exhaust spews from
An old worn-out car.
“I do love you”
Was all I said
And yet I felt as if
I just played some type-of
Disturbed violin through my body.
My thoughts kept flooding
My mind
and creeping
Up my spine
One
By
One.
Because when it comes to you,
I’m never too sure what is
Right
And what is
Wrong.
You have this hold on me
That I cannot break.
As much as I attempt
To cut through
The imaginary rope
That you grip tightly
Around me,
I cannot be free of you.
We have been like this for a while.
Because I cannot seem to
Grasp the idea
That I lost you
And I am never getting
You back.
Maybe I don’t want to
Clutch any concept
Involving you.
But, truth be told:
I wanted you back
Before I even lost you.