RED EYES
You lost me in the mist of my way headed to the eyes of the fast life
So quick in the ground that my skull had more stillness then my finger on a trigger
Having no fear in the world walking in the night silent making no sound
Creeping in the soul and hearts of what was once dreams
Had no family
they abandoned me to young to understand that I grew up with so much angry
Joining a gang thinking that life had something for me because all I wanted was love
Rep in the red and blue hoping money and drug kept my mind tied on straight
High of deception, and lies of the person that stood in front of me
Faded my education until I saw not a thing
as I threw my life away because no one gave a damn about me
A young thug lost in the street not caring if I live or die today
That I went out with a bang
Though the whispers I wanted to change but the people who called the cops
Had no mercy on me they forgot I was a human lock in a cage not let out to be free
But forgotten
You think somebody tried to save me
wasn't gonna be long until my surrounds
Became me
No guides I had TO SURVIVE ON MY OWN
waiting for some place I could call home
hopeless walking around
giving up on myself because I had no value
No future no sudden change only to repeat the same old thing
Ran to quick to the red eyes of the devil that I turned my back on God
fast life speed though
R.I.P another black boy without a clue but stuck with no answer