it’s comfortable,

your mind. 

sometimes it feels as if

it’s bigger than the universe. 

you can build your own cities 

from scratch.

you can rule your own countries, 

maybe even own a palace. 

you can be rich and famous,

or a starving artist 

working at a pizzeria 

who falls in love 

that’s no different

than the love

of the rich and famous.

you could be a 14 year old girl

who’s self worth is defined

by the guy from Canada

who doesn’t think about the fact

that he’s watching a 14 year old

who doesn’t know a thing,

but how to turn you

into

something she doesn’t understand. 

Images.

Images.

Images.

Play.

Pause.

Play.

Pause.

Just 5 seconds of distraction

Just 10 seconds of feelings

Just 20 seconds of feeling okay

Just 30 seconds of not listening

Just 40 seconds of where am I

Just 50 seconds of is it too late

Just wait a minute, just wait one minute.

And it’s been a year, it’s been year

It’s been almost two years.

And I’ve seen almost almost all 50 states,

countries,

counties,

and cities 

of my mind.

Then one day,

I was shaken out of this coma.