I'm still trapped behind a curtian of sadness and fear

I'm scared to let anyone in

So i tend to force everyone out

I keep the curtians closed very tight

So the pain deep down dosen't show

The loud dark sceams aren't heard

And the brutal scars aren't seen

I always keep my head held high

Even though I'm hurting deep down inside

A part of me want to let go of the past

But my past was like a haunted hose

That'll never let me escape!