Get disappointed, It feels like happiness now

How's that supposed to turn my frown 

Upside down

My expectations are never met

Maybe I shouldn't make them for people

Or persons 

Somethin' just not workin'

My mind is always messed up 

I sit around

Thinkin' I'm f'd up

In the head 

Am I better off dead?

Not sad just feeling kinda empty

I'm not searchin' for sympathy

I may be a little depressed 

I sit around....undressed

I hate the sight of people

They disgust me

Some I think are not worthy

Of life 

But who am I 

To say

I wake up everyday

But should I?