There are so many things I want to say
So many thoughts that never get the light of day
After all these years it starts to eat away
WHY DIDN'T I SAY IT
WHY DID I DO THAT
WHY WON'T THESE VOICES IN MY HEAD GO AWAY!
I try to change up my day to day
Nevertheless it ends up the same
And I'm left alone with this unbearable pain
Contemplating everything that went wrong in my day
Luckily there's a way to make all of these problems go away...
That often leaves people in dismay
But then I think to myself what's the point anyway
These feelings will come and go
I'll look back and laugh because of how much I've grown
The future will be better for you, you'll see
And just like that the voices in my head dissipate and I drift away
Untill I ultimately get thrown back into my destructive cycle the next day.