“Poem Cry”
 

Sometimes I get emotional

Sometimes I cry for no reason

Sometimes I feel alone

Even though I know I’m loved

It seems no one can relate

Or understand my pain

I still haven’t found my place

I don’t know where I’m suppose to go

Sometimes I just want  be left alone

I haven’t been the same since you left

Sometimes I get emotional

I can’t hold back these tears

I can’t believe it’s been 5 years

I didn’t get to say good bye

I think about you

Every time I look up at the sky

I know you’re up in heaven

But that doesn’t ease the pain

Sometimes I close my eyes

And I can hear you call my name

Sometimes I can’t hold back my tears

Sometimes I have to cry

They say a man isn’t suppose to cry

So..

I’ll let this poem cry for me

I’ll let my soul cry through my words

Let me cry

Just let me cry

Let me type words just to ease my mind

I thank God for this gift

To be able to express myself

When I write I always give myself my best

Sometimes I hurt inside

Sometimes I need to ease my mind

So

I’ll let this poem cry

I may be crying now

But I’ll be smiling later

Death isn’t good bye

It’s I will see you later

I try to smile, when I know I’m hurting

I can’t explain the pain, it’s misunderstood

Let me dry my eyes, I’m aggravated

I’m better off getting intoxicated

Life is more sophisticated when Inebriated

At least she’s in your presence

No more cancer, no more stressing

To me she was a blessing

Her daughter was stressing

My Granny couldn’t sleep at night

I watched my family bend, but not break

It was hard on us

But God doesn’t make mistakes

I remember thinking “Damn is this real”

Thinking “Damn she really not here”

Thinking “Damn she’s really gone”

I got your name tattooed on my arm

Thinking that would make me feel better

It reads “Forever in my heart”

With your name up under

But it just became a burden

I’d be fine, then look at my arm a start hurting

But now I look down at my arm and I smile

I know you wouldn’t want me crying

I know where your at

I know your okay

I’m at peace with your death

I know I’ll see you one day

The Good lord calls everybody home

Death isn’t good bye

It’s I will see you later

Sometimes I get emotional

Sometimes I cry for no reason

Every rose needs the rain sometimes

I’m crying raindrops so that I can bloom

I needed to ease my mind

A man isn’t supposed to cry

Let me dry my eyes

I feel better now

Since…

I let this poem cry