She scratches me and I feel like a hero

But if someone saw, 

they'd think I was suicidal

cutting my arms

but I'm not

I think of suicide a good amount of times

but not more than the average human

a normal amount?

yea!

like every two weeks or something

I have a bottle of ibuprofen in my closet

but I won't do it

I won't

because I'm weak, but strong