The Personal Abuse of a Heart Break
Let me tell a story
About my heart getting broken
He made me feel like crap, so he could get a token
I was outspoken, nothing I could do or say
Theres only one thing I could do to numb this pain
I sat in the bath tub
Blood stained tears going down the draim
Trying to think of all the ways
That I could go and kill my pain
The betrayals, the words, and the lies that you ever told
Was my only motivation to go ahead and leave my soul
Let me ask you some? From all the bruises that you gave me?
From my arms, to my thighs, hell you even hit my mind
Thank god for make up
Remember that’s what you told me
Saying you’d never freaking hit me,
The true untold story
See, now I got trust issues that my new things gotta deal with
I spend my time overthinking, reminiscing, pondering
Boy, why was I stuck on you, you were never good for me.
You would hit me for fun, but tell all your friends we were wrestling
Now I should probably stop with all these truthful bars
Before you go and figure out who you really are
But do me one last favor
Tell your new girl hi for me
I wish her luck, to never get stuck
In the grave you dug for me.
You been playing with me and I let you
I should have never even messed with you
It’s crazy when you said you loved me, I believe that
I tried to keep this on the low but I just couldn’t hold back
It’s so sad and I ain’t the type to ever slack
And I had to step back cuz I finally realized you was wack
I really hate it when I think about you
Cuz I know my life is better when I’m not around you
Know how you play your game yeah I know how you do
And it’s insane that I’m use to this but it nothing new
Getting hurt by the person I gave my heart to
But it’s my fault because I let you play me like a fool
Talking to girls every night and every day
It’s something I can’t take so I don’t think I could stay
And every time I look around, they all up in your face
Social media don’t make this any easier these days
I really hate it when you tell me you gon change
Cuz everytime I looked up, you still doing the same
You messed me up now my new thing got to deal with it
Them trust issues overthinking is uncomfortable
And looking back, I can’t believe that I was stuck on you
How would you feel if I went around and clowned on you
Ten toes down, one foot in the grave
Messing with you was one of the biggest mistakes I made
And now I’m on top, I’m watching you from up above
The best thing I ever did was fall out of love
Now I’m mad cuz I see you everywhere and I don’t want to mess with it
No, I’m not stunting cuz I was in love wit it
I know but baby I’m done with it
Yeah I thought I loved you but my brain was lying
I messed with you but you always had a side chick
And I never let my guard down cuz it’s blinding