The Pen that Saved Me
I lived and I praised and I loved and I gave
And Finally
I was empty
Nothing
Left
In Me
Been turned to the side by the mind's greatest enemy
Depression
What a taboo word
"Hush child,
Not at the Dinner Table."
So I picked up a pen
And I wrote a letter
About ending my life
Everything had turned blah
Six syllables of me
And I poured my soul through
The pen onto the page
And I just kept writing
Afraid that if i stop'd
I'd face darkness again
But my pen pierced the darkness
Like a shining, silver sword
And slowly it funneled
Color
CameRushingBack
I'd forgotten what a breath felt like,
What are my cheeks doing?
I'd forgotten smiles.
And my pen became my life support
As I stroked out words
The fire in my soul was stoked
And I blazed again
I lived again
And as long as I keep writing
I will never be empty
Because the word fills me to the brim
And I overflow