She wants it within herself....peace

Because she can't get it from nobody else

looking in the mirror seeing someone big and fat

but she purges and binge so how come she see that

Her sister looks in her eyes and wants her to get relif

she looks sick like she haven't ate in weeks 

Her mother doesn't see what's wrong

she has to look good for her recital skinny and long

Her older brother ran away without a trace

good for him, ran to find rebound in a better place

Because her dad was strict harsh words tore him apart

didnt appreciate his love for the art

She wants it within her family.....peace