Pain subsides

Sometimes I wonder what’s wrong with me

It’s like I wanna be alive but I don’t wanna be

I tried to commit suicide yesterday 

Even though the one I loved wanted me to stay

She told me she wanted me here with her on earth

While I wished I was never even birthed 

It’s not that I don’t love her, I do with all my heart

Its just I know her life would be better if I wasn’t a part

 

No matter what I do I let people down

And I don’t like that so I want out

I wanna shout

But I have no mouth

I wanna smell 

But I have no snout

 

There is no escape to this pain

The longer it goes away the harder back it comes

So why don’t I just let it succumb 

My life isn’t even that bad if you think about it

Yet every day I feel deep inside me a pit

A pit that eats me from the inside out

Its almost done

 

See, I wanna get rid of myself for others

Because I feels it’s for the greater good

I do this because I don’t want people to suffer just for me

And although they may feel pain when I’m gone

It will eventually subside like all pain

Because all pain subsides

Well except for this one

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This poem is about: 
Me

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