Pain subsides
Sometimes I wonder what’s wrong with me
It’s like I wanna be alive but I don’t wanna be
I tried to commit suicide yesterday
Even though the one I loved wanted me to stay
She told me she wanted me here with her on earth
While I wished I was never even birthed
It’s not that I don’t love her, I do with all my heart
Its just I know her life would be better if I wasn’t a part
No matter what I do I let people down
And I don’t like that so I want out
I wanna shout
But I have no mouth
I wanna smell
But I have no snout
There is no escape to this pain
The longer it goes away the harder back it comes
So why don’t I just let it succumb
My life isn’t even that bad if you think about it
Yet every day I feel deep inside me a pit
A pit that eats me from the inside out
Its almost done
See, I wanna get rid of myself for others
Because I feels it’s for the greater good
I do this because I don’t want people to suffer just for me
And although they may feel pain when I’m gone
It will eventually subside like all pain
Because all pain subsides
Well except for this one
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