Pain is inevitable...
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The struggle is intolerable
pain is inevitable
but yet i accept it
all of it
because I know thats the only thing I can feel
I've got walls around my heart of steel
Some people say put a condom on your heart and fuck your feelings
but most people dont know what im dealing with
music sometimes helps
but even music cant hide my heart crushing yelps
my yelps for this heart crushing pain to leave
but i wanna leave
for good and never look back
strengthen the things that i lack
I dont know where im going in life
I hope i end up as a happy wife
if not then its a life wasted and lost
but what does all of this cost?
my integrity, my faith, my better judgement?
I am slowly losing my sanity
and its barely keeping up with me
all i do is cry in the night
i cry from the sudden fright
i dream of purple, green, and deep blue
i really dont know if there is anything that i can do
Do i stay and get hurt?
stay with the people who drag me through the dirt?
I'd rather just go and close myself off from the world.....