pain
that smooth chocolate skin, those big brown eyes
that non existant waist and those thick thighs
nice plump lips that encase 2 rows of sunshine
36D's and a big behind
you're every guys dream and its undeniable
expecially the way you strut, your hips rocking from side to side
making guys wish that they were inside
you.
you love the attention and the compliments
you use thm as the building blocks to build your rather low self esteem
a pretty girl with a banging body is what it seems
but know one knows what it means to have everything
yet still be so empty
"its not whats on the outside but whats on the inside that counts"
but these guys would rather get inside you instead of knowing whats inside you
whats causing all your pain, your heartache
theres only so much a pretty lady like you can take
but it hurts you even more when you think of the mistake
that was made
he trespassed his way into your pants
ridding you of a precious gift
your innocence
he told you he loved you and that it was for the best
told you to hush so it would hurt less
but he slid inside you like a savage
and you were motionless as he took advantage
taking what he claimed was his but it was never his and was never meant to be his
he stared into your eyes as those tears were running down your face
and now its a constant memory that you cant erase
a day and time that you wish you could replace
but its still lurking inside you, making you wish there was someone to talk to
yet you shove everyone out and let these guys shove themselves in
using it as an excuse to heal your pain
but things will never change.