Why does someone like me have so much pain

Why cant the lord just take it all away

14 hopin that tomorrow would be a brighter day and less 

Pain

It seems to follow you where ever you go

You cant run, or hide from it cause here it comes again

Pain

Seems to always hurt but in the end you learn from your mistakes

Pain

Like a stain on a toddlers shirt after eating

Pain

As strong as 10 hurricanes

Pain

Like the horrible effects of the food chain

Pain

When the doctor says you have 8 months to live

Pain

When you cry at night because you cant handle it all

Pain

Like an infant fighting for her life, knowing she's not and didnt make it

Pain

Knowing your supposed to have more then 5 siblings but because of some choices your mother made you have pain

Pain 

Coming home from school to find out the stepdad you loved like a father is dead because he shot himself in the forhead, now thats real pain

Pain

Knowing that you never got to know your real father because he did drugs and abused not only your mother but you

Going to a funeral of a man you only saw maybe three times

Pain

Being academically advanced but people still call you stupid

Pain 

Knowing that someone you feel for doesnt feel the same

Pain

Chasing love when is doesnt want to be chased so it rejects you right in your face

Pain

Going to 3 counselors after 4 simultanious deaths and they didnt help you just like the rest

Pain

When you wake up in the middle of the night thinking about somebody you love dying

Pain

Just take it all away, let the sun shine, the trees and grass grow, the birds chirp and the air smell like air. to bad that cant happen because theres always pain

Pain

Having people tear down your self-eesteem so you walk around looking at the ground because you have so much pain

Pain

Trying to befriend someone new yet only finding out he talks bad about you

Pain

Seems to rain on your parade everyday

Pain

Like a tumor on your pituitary gland it keeps growing

Pain

Like someone dying so your day and future cane be better

Pain

Knowing god will forgive us for our sins but why do we sin so much, msybe its because we have to much 

Pain

And sometimes we blame god because he wont take it away then we realize the more we blame the worse it becomes "so lord please forgive us and dont take my life away" maybe just maybe i can deal with the pain

Pain 

When the one you love so dearly is so far away because he gets out and does something wrong again used to a life of crime broke my mothers heart but mostly mine

Pain

Like being eaten by a great white shark

Pain

Like dreaming/seeing the death of loved ones happen before they actually happen not knowingthat you couldnt do anything about it but you still have

Pain

Knowing that people still dont like you because your "yellow" not "white" and not to "brown"

Pain

Knowing that maybe never seeing the other side of your family is whats best for you

Pain

Think that lifes not worth living and quesioning the lord knowing that its the wrong thing to do so you feel guilty and have

Pain

Thinking that early college is the best decision but not a verry wise one because you want to go to high school but you also dont wany you also dont want to miss out on good opportunities so you rack your brain causing yourself so much 

Pain

 

Pain

Not being given an equal opportunity and having to fight for your place in life all because of your skin color

Pain

Thinking that the older you get the more freedom you get when in reality you still get treated like a little kid

Pain

The contemplation of suicide or causing harm to yourself

Pain

Not being able to express your emotions so you hold them all in and have all this pain

Pain

Like a headache that never goes a way 

Pain 

Like a disability thats here to stay

Pain

Why dont you just go away. leave me be so i can be happy? 

No i'll never be happy because I have so much pain

Pain

Like a shot to my left temple im dead inside

Pain

Because i see no purpose in life anymore.

Pain 

Because i know im a crazy person that needs help but wont get it so that causes me pain

Pain

17 still hoping that tomorrow will be a better day but i know it wont be so this pain i feel will never go away