Ozymandias Lives
There are those people who can truly claim that they’ve
Invented a billion-dollar product
Or started an organization that’s saved lives
Or figured out the next step to finding some cure
Or made the world know their name a thousand different ways
(Statues built in their honor, billboards displaying their faces
Telling all, “Look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!”)
“One person like you can make a difference,” they say
(But not me, surely)
“Maybe when you grow up you can cure cancer, solve world hunger…”
How can I? I struggle to even find the right answers
To the question of how to make something out of myself let alone the world
I am not a valedictorian
Or salutatorian
Or the MVP of whatever sport
Or one of those kids in class who has lost so much
And still manages to push past depression and succeed
I am me:
Middle class
Average grades
Kind of talented at some things
(There are other people better),
Kind of bad at others
(There are other people worse)
What makes me special enough to change the world?
What they don’t tell us is that we don’t need to change the world
We don’t have to make a direct impact to 8 billion human lives
We don’t have to have our faces broadcasted across the world
(Though we can)
To make a difference
All it takes is a smile
(And anyone can smile)
I can
Smile to that classmate who sits by me
Smile to that kid who is surprisingly in class for once
Smile to that person sitting apart from the class
And then keep smiling
Because sometimes it grows until
I have a new friend (friends)
A friend who is as normal as I am, with her own other friends
And worries and stresses
But now she knows that I acknowledge her
My smile tells her, “Me too.”
(We’re now best friends going on to good colleges
She wants to go into biology and health—
Maybe she’ll be the one to cure cancer?)
A friend who has lost his close grandfather
Who is struggling against depression
But now he knows that someone knows him
My smile tells him, “I care.”
(He nearly dropped out of high school
Could’ve not gone onto college
But he’s worked to attend and we talk
About classes and games and everything)
And in return, when there are finals and projects and tests
And I want to tear out my hair or just not think anymore
I’ll be walking to my next class, keeping to myself
And someone will smile at me
She will smile to acknowledge my presence
He will smile to remind me of our last debate-turned-joke-war
Smiles that say, “I know you and you have changed me.”
And I will smile back
Because something beside remains
In the lingering fears of my mediocrity
The worry that I am one of so, so many fades
I have made my mark on the world
Because a simple smile
Given and returned
(And then multiplied into friendship)
Is something I have done and can do and will do
And the world will remember me through the people
Who stay with us to this day