This Is Our Story

Fri, 01/31/2014 - 11:26 -- mallang

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Wanna hear a story?good.

Once upon a time there was a boy and a girl.
The boy made the girl fall for him like no other.
Some time goes by and that boy hurt the girls heart in a way no bandaid could fix.
She thought leaving would mend the scar he put
But it didn't.
Slowly those feeling seeped back into her scared heart.
And slowly that boy came back into her life.
She knew she could never trust him again.
or be the same when she was with him.
She still cared.
The girl stayed by him.was there for him.and wanted him to be happy.
She would tell him not to think of hurting himself when things looked so bad.
She would tell him that things would get better.
even when things for her were getting horribly worse.
even when she thought of ending her own life she would tell him to cherish his
she would cut away just to help the pain.
She would smoke away so she wouldn't have to face reality.
Finally the girl couldn't handle being by him knowing he didn't care like she did.
She thought if she argued enough with him he would give up and move on.
Finally she made the decision to cut off any feelings she had for him.she would pretend he didn't even exist.
Until one day the boy contacts her.
She felt nothing for him.
There was no pain or sorrow.
She agreed to see him.
It wasn't until the girl saw him that her bandaid started to peel off.
Feelings she forgot she had, started to seep into her heart.
It didn't take long for her to feel genuine love and care for the boy.
She trusted him.
Trust wasn't something she could give away.
But what she had she gave to him.
But she gave too much.
The boy whispered loving words of care and feelings.
He whispered until the girl finally gave in.
The girl thought about his words 
She thought about what they could be again
The boy had other thoughts.
He would push her away until she was about to leave
Then pull her back into his arms and soft words
Slowly though the boy began to push her away
He would push and push until she felt like breaking inside
The girl;
One who cared so much
One who was always there
Began to slowly sink down.
Finally she saw through the fog
She finally realized he didn't care
That he never cared
Not like she did.
She gave him everything she had.
But now
Even that was gone.
Her Heart was empty
Her feelings lost.
The girl could see that if she was to stay
She was going to get hurt.
And this time
No bandaid was going to help.
The girl wasn't going to give any more.
She would stitch up her heart and let it heal.
She would cry
For she knows she lost something special.
But it was time for her to move on.
She would never forget.
she would always remember.
But sometimes you must fall before you can stand back up.
The boy will start over.
The girl wishes him luck 
And hopefully the boy will realize what he has lost.
And what he can never get back.

Some stories never get told.
But wanna hear a secret?


This is Ours.

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