Organ
Years and years built upon years of tears
Tears that run down to fall and disappear
We rub your back, for we are your pack
And we appear for the areas that you lack.
Birthdays delayed, so his life won't fade
No Chuck E Cheese, no pizza carried on my plate
Do not tell me you can relate
Childhood dismissed for someone's claim
But I know that he is not the one to blame.
Life hits you blind too fast to decline
But his life won't be denied, by his body's crime.
Dad preys on prayers for he is a player in this world made upon tasers
Tasers that shock unforeseen and block usual routines.
He was at the bottom, but GOD IS AWESOME
For he is his savior who fixed his failure
December 29th on the way to the mall
By the stop of a red light, mom received a call
It was his Happy New Year's present sent from heaven
Transplant for kidney, you have to be kidding me
Pinch me in my disbelief, make me understand
My dad can finally be the man he once planned.
Dad to the hospital
Me at home
Mom is with dad
But, I know she feels alone.
Worry, concerns, flow through her head
Will my husband be gone, what lies ahead.
Time for surgery, the day goes slow
Mom's not home, so I'm in control.
I cook the dinner, I clean the house
I become the mom, while mom is out.
I do tasks that little kids just don't do
But I have no choice
I have to be an adult too.
Days later, we go to see dad
We walk in and he appears to be glad.
Successful surgery, what shall be next?
I'm just so speechless because my father is blessed.
Five months later, May 29th
We throw a party and celebrated all night.
We called it Thanksgiving, to give thanks to God
For he let my father live and smile through it all.
Our family dressed in traditional Nigerian clothes
With the main color being gold
To give our family a glow
And the trait of being bold.
Family and friends came to show care
It was a great moment for us to all share.
There was food and drinks for us to swallow
And dancing lines, in which I followed.
Mom gave a speech that left guests in tears
And I cried for I was front row to my father's rear.
God's blessings came, and it came
Too much, so much, too much to contain.
Church is not enough, neither is praise
All there's left to say is thanks.
No more dialysis
No more pain
Only pills, for his new kidney to tame.
No more vomiting after eating
No more coming home bleeding
No more crying while dreaming
No more negative feelings.
More outings, less pouting
More vacations, less frustrations.
My dad's life is no longer on pause
The viewer has pressed play
Now we can go on and forget yesterday.
Inability to rewind
But no reason to look behind,
For what is rewinded will have a chance to replay a cry.
Forward to the future, for all I see is light
No sufferings
No obstacles
Nor darkness in sight.
I use to cry at night, now I sleep in delight.
On my driver's license, there's a pink dot
It symbolize a lot.
A man's death saved my father's breath
Because of that man, I've become a donor
So a life won't shorten due to a lack of an organ.
For when I'm dead, what will I need my organs for
Give it to victims that plead in dread
And are frightened of what will arise ahead
For I was taught by a stranger that lead
But now has fled
But do it because I said.
Dad has a new kidney
Suffering has stopped
For the life that was gave
From a life that stopped.
I pray for the donor
The donor who has passed
But because of his organ
His life is surpassed.
We pray for the family who lost their member
Remember it was December
Right before November
Near New Year
Where the year becomes clear
And full of cheer
But for them, it was a year fed with tears
And their minds were unclear.
One heart stopped
For another to keep beat
Because of this unknown man
My dad's life is complete.